New chapter

I am now in Miri..Back at home...The feeling was really complictaed the night beore...I met with all my frens in KL the night before we left...And as usual we are the noisiest...Cause I guessed we sat at the wrong place...In the middle of all other tables...That is the reason why we were being stared by lots people..Maybe people wandered..Why on Earth have such noisy people?

As I left my friends in KL, I feel quite heavy hearted..While everyone welcome another sem in UTAR on June1st, some of us were going for their first day work..All heading on to separate ways...Worrying are we able to adapt to the new life?new environment..Though study life maybe stress sometimes, but it was the best time of all...It must have been...Now all kind of problems popped up...All need to be settled...

Well, I am now placed in a situation on where should I go?Should I continue chase my dreams of just face the reality?There lots of things I need to think and concern about..It wasn't as easy as ABC...How I wish I am now still pursuing my studies in UTAR with all my beloved friends without needing to consider lots lots stuffs...

When we do not have job offer, we worried...When we have many offers, it means we are placed in a situation where usually there is not perfect situation...How I wish there is one where decisions will not be hard to be made...=)...Well, no more procrastinating and serious is the only solution....Let me have enough sleep and then I can think of what should I do then...

Birthdays

It is usual for us to mark people birthday on calendar I guess...


Above are those of my friends whose birthday falls on the month August...Mine is also August!!!

But...


How come I mark them in July???

Adui... Blur..

Well, I usually remember people birthday wrongly if I did not mark them down...My most common victim is none other than Shearer... I guess Shearer has get used liaw...It is either I am earlier or later...No longer surprise liaw...Once, I remember I called him to wish him Happy Birthday but it was not his Birthday and Shearer was asking me "Huh??Happy Birthday??"I called the wrong person...Embarrassing betul...

Then, while chatting with ML the other day, I confirmed with her..."Is 17th your Birthday??" She was like "Lucky you remember"...=)

Service Charge and Foreigners!!!

Something which I have think very long...

Did you know we are being charged 15% of service charge whenever we go out having dinner at some restaurants??And yet we are not being served like the 15% service charge is worth it..I have encountered lots of it...Those waiters are either looking down at us who are students and the one who can so called paying for their salary also...These people are indeed not professional at all...Sometimes I just feel like not paying the 15% of the service charge..My sis said we do have the right...

I guess most people have encountered this experience at Pizza Hut..Yes,for once again, I encountered it again....These people are slow at work and when they talked to you,it seems like they are mumbling away...Oh my...When we asked for the BILLS,it takes them ages..We have to called three time or maybe four time I cant recall back...They just seem to be busy,but actually they not because they are fooling around with each other and not serious at their work...One even walked around doing nothing and his or her face(I am unsure of tat person gender)were just laughing away...

My "green apple" also have experienced these experiences and again at Pizza Hut..She even argued with the people there..Hers are far more worst..She waite for maybe 2 hours for her pizza and they just kept asking her wait...End up,she left and now she doesn't even there go back there have Pizza!!!=)

When I once paid my KL house bill at the post office...the person who entertained me showed a face even darker than "Bao Ching Tian"..And when it comes to the next person who is a foreigner,the face smile like as if the foreigners are giving her money!!!Oh my...

Then I went to XXX telco service center to complain about my phone bill...Maybe my face looked too young, she didnt treat me properly at all..While serving me,she still palyed her hp..replying her message and wasted my time....and when talked to me,the voice like as if I owe her money...HELLO!!!this is your job..you suppose to treat customer,or maybe every customer in a good manner ok??And not as if I didn't pay my bill,I paid my phone bill every month and you are giving me such a service??what the...

It very obvious how these people treat foreigners and we local!!!Very different...and also those who they think are rich and who they think cant pay the bill...They think only we cant pay the bill...But when some of my frens throw out their credit cards,*aha*their face will be different now...Same goes to when we go shopping...Some sales persons just don't know why will have their eyes above their head one...look to tall till cant see bottom...Don't they know students nowadays are really rich huh because their parents can give them their supplementary card one huh??Only those foreigners can wear branded stuffs and not students or local??Think about it...Locals now are really rich!!!You can see with your own eyes when how these people shop around bringing big and small paper bags...(I am not saying myself,but some of my buddies for this part)

And not forgetting those visitors from China!!!Walau eh..dun play play..these people are real rich...Buying LV,Nike shoes as if no need money one...China visitors love NIKE I suppose...Further they buy cosmetic without any mercy!!!Buying SKII like nothing for them I guess..For us,it will be like a whole month or maybe 2 months of our allowance!!!

And yesterday,I went to this counter to buy some facial stuffs...I asked the sales people there "This one cost how much??"(In chinese of cos)..The saled person answered,"Oh this one is XX malaysian ringgit.."First things come into my mind,Do I look like non local??hahaha...but cant deny was that there's really lots of visitors expecially from Mainland!!!

Then our next stop was the shoes department..There was really lot people..And lots of these Mainland people trying Nike shoes..trying one after the other and they really bought lots pair....My eyes were glowing...Why don't you buy me a pair also??=)

After getting myself a pair of shoes,I didn't buy Nike, I went to somehwere buying cloths...And while I was trying cloths I heard the conversation between the cashier and these visitors again..They are speaking English..Syoknya!!!They bought lots from these place also which their cloth are selling at a pricey price!!!Dont get me wrong,I only can get those cloths from them which are havin a super-duper less!!!=)

LV outlets in KLCC was officially opened yesterday...and I tell you all,they have two persons opening the main door for you there..Too bad,I ddin't manage take the pics..or else,you guys can see with your own eyes..It just like those people who stand at the hotel lobby welcoming you..And yet,this one is just a small door and they even have two persons lagik...Then another lady was standing outside the door welcoming you...There's really lots people inside the shop and those ladies who came out of the shop sure got one paper bag!!!Wow...Then they also limit the customer numbers inside the shop so that they can serve everyone better...

When it comes to shopping,there's a lot to say..and Malaysia is havin Mega Sales which is driving everyone crazy including me..and I have spent too much and now,I need to save my money!!!*sigh*but still SHOPPING is fun!!!!

P/S:I've changed my page songs again..too many songs to pick actually,but I will put this song from Mayday and 陈绮贞 and the song name is called "私奔到月球"...

Stress To The Max...

Yes,I am stress to the MAX!!!!

Thanks to ASSIGNMENT!!!!

Moral assignment,1 Pending
"Peperangan Israel dan Palestin"??-Week 10 due,Presentation Week 11 and how lucky my group is,the FIRST group!!!
Any ideas people??
Anyone can help me??

Computer Aided In Quantity Surveying- 2 Pending
Binalink-Set up a Bill of Quantities-Week 14 due
Excel and Microsoft Project-Prepare a Reinforcement Schedule-Week 10 due

Economics-1 Pending
Prepare a COST PLAN for your client...
Week 11 due

I desperately need a break...tutorial pending,everything pending!!!

And because my lack of knowledge regarding Palestine and Israel conflict,me and my groupmates everyone is facing problem in presenting our assignment...how should we discuss "Malaysia menghantar bantuan logistik kepada Palestin dalam peperangannya menghadapi Israel atas dasar perikemanusiaan" and we need use these four theories,"EGOISME,UTILITARIANISME,EKSISTENSIALISME AND KEMORALAN SOSIAL" to explain...pity my 3 group mates..they are having a hard time doing these and all I can do is try my best help them..Though,some of my groupmates are giving me a tough time handling them and I almost go crazy liaw...

However,situations have changed and thanks to my beloved buddy who prayed for me!!!I really wanna thank them for helping me,listening to my problems and supporting me!!!without you guys,I wonder can I survive until now??Prayers do work out...Though we are really far from each other,but I can always feel the warmest support you guys have given me!!!

Exams should be still coming..though I have completed some!!!and those 20% is scaring me off...20% sounded not really big amount but when it really come to FINAL it will really affect much...From last sem experience,it really have scared me off...

*Finger crossed*...My trip to meet my beloved will work out..I really wish to see you..And I pray hard for it to work out!!!maybe some will think I dont know how to plan my time since my time to meet my beloved will the one week before my two assignments which due on week 10 to be handed in,but I really feel like meeting them..If I didn't manage to meet my beloved now,I only can meet them at the year end..No matter what they said,I just feel like going....but it is just a matter on how my assignments will progress only...

And actually I was having some problems with some of the people here..but I guessed I still can handle it..thanks to "PATIENCE"...Patient has taught me to control myself well enough when facing these people...and patient has made me a different person now!!!

And I wanna thank to one of my lovely fren here,"En Ne"...She has been my "happy apple"...bringing me joy when I am tired and when I am tired of those irresposible people and when I am tired of smiling,she will bring back joy to me..telling me silly jokes,and making me smile back...I am really happy that you appeared in my life.....We have shared lots of memories together making fun of people,telling silly jokes,and helped each other a lot in our study...I have learned lots from you too...I admired that you have the "happly go lucky" style which I don't have and you don't really care those people thoughts about you but just being yourself...I never see you're sad of anything and even the biggest storm is coming,you will just smile to face it...and the most important one,even people being unreasonable to you,you will just smile and still do those work for them...I just wanna tell you at here,"You're what make you special.Never compare yourself with others..If you are no longer you,then you will not be special anymore!!!"And no one is born to be smart!!!So we work hard together since we have subjects that we are weak at....Just that you don't be lazy..and don't simply skip lectures!!!

Thanks for everything!!!!

An encounter...

Malaysian Culture..any ideas??


Well,I was waiting for KTM to fo to Mid Valley on Tuesday and I guessed there is something wrong with the KTM service yesterday that's why the Platform for us to wait for the KTM is full with people!!!and it was so packed and hardly we can move...


And I was standing quite front to wait for the KTM and this all people(those with something wrapped on)came to cut queue!!!They never know how to queue I supposed!!!and then even worst,she(the one who cut queue)happily standing in front of me liaw turned back and talked with her fren smiling and asked her fren moved front with her!!!(I was staring at them and turned my head to see where her fren)..I stood more right to block the way for her to move front and some sort before I moved right she managed to move herself front liaw!!!These people never know wat the meaning of queue!!!


Then,there's and announcement saying that there will be two KTM arriving one 5 minutes and 7 minutes after that..I supposed those people dun understand neither English nor Malay..When the 5 minutes Ktm arrived,those people start pushing each other and those people coming out of the KTM has a hard time coming out and we those waiting to board the KTM were not walking instead was being pushed front..imagine these people..Kept pushing from the back!!!FINE!!!you guys just get in..I stood aside and watched this stupid people moving themselves in..and while I stood aside,I was once again pushed by these people who are rushing to move into the KTM!!!


Ok,finally the KTM is full with people and I stood there waitin for the 7 minutes KTM to arrive...and dunno why this KTM cant move at all...all of sudden,the lights of the KTM went off and then it cant run at all...Me and Jiun were predicting the KTM might be too full with people so the KTM cant move at all..after that,the KTM got back light and move a bit only,it stopped again..and once again the KTM light goes off again!!!This is real scary..If I was one of those poeple inside maybe I will panic already...Maybe it was a lucky thing that we did not board into this KTM!!


Then here comes the announcement again..The next train to Mid Valley will arrive at the other Platform which is just beside the one we waited..everyone moved there...and we once again..being pushed around and finally we managed get ourselves inside and we got very inside...Jiun was shouting"Don't push please".....when our train moved,the other train was not moving yet and we saw them unloading some passengers out before our train left!!!


And when we arived at Mid Valley,because we stood too inside so we had a hard time moving out because lots people are not leaving the train so we need keep saying excuse me,excuse me...I was the last person to get out of the train to Mid Valley..once I almost stepped out of the train to step onto the Mid Valley station,those people start to push again,,this time is to inside and they are pushing me in back...oh my!!!I cant stand anymore and I shouted very loud... "EXCUSE ME,PLEASE LET ME OUT!!!"I was real loud..they all stopped and watched me..I did not turn back to look at them at all and moved myself out...I was real angry!!!I heard kids laughing at me...I didn't care at all..


After everything was done at Mid Valley,we took KTM again and lucky this time it was not full with people..I met James and told him what happened..those part where I shouted..He told me,that's your right to shout and he was laughing at me!!!


And I have quite a number of times encounter with non chinese not queuing up and whenever they have chance they will just jump queue..don't you think it's a bit like giving bad impression to others especially to visitors??A few years ago,when I first came KL for a trip with my sis and Reena,we were waiting for taxi from Mid Valley back to Sunway..and here came some non-chinese for taxi..everyone queue up waited so long for their turns to come and what did you expect??you came late and still wanna take taxi earlier??EXCUSE ME!!!


My sis saw what happened and just kept not letting them into the queue..and we saw the couples in front of us turned to us and told us they were trying to cut queue to the front of them but the male just be hard and dont let them cut in..they were like pretending and then slowly stand nearer into the queue... and finally into the queue!!!guess they never learn Moral anyway!!!after two failure attempt,she moved even further front,and these people just too good let them in..but however,dunno where they wanna go,the taxi just dont wanna bring them...end up,we took a taxi first!!!

However,they are also good example...In LRT usually this non chinese will offer place to those old and in bus also..but this doesn't mean we chinese did not offer the place,just maybe we r slower than them only...These people are just running me crazy and will make me rather stay at home...rather than going outside walking around!!!Unless I am in Miri now maybe different stories..but usually whenever I am in Miri, I am still lazy go out and my family has to pull me as if pulling a cow to get out of the house..I miss jogging at Bulatan Park and playing badminton!!!

More updates coming soon..lots of stories to be told..but I am really busy!!busy with assignments and handling people!!!

P/S:Shearer is back...

Monday...

Today is Monday....went uni early to attend Economics class...and I was real early so read the Moral assignment notes while listening to my MP3 and all the voice around me I hear none...Getting in love with the song "Love is Beautiful".....While reading those infos I found regarding peperangan,I understand none...ssshhh!!!aarrrgghhh..stupid!!!

The economics class was quite ok..Then,went for the Computer Aided in Quantity Surveying class..We were doing BINALINK today...and stupid!!!I was doing quite ok when the stupid computer not connected..and I cant continue my work...the whole class was having problem so lecturer asked some computer staffs come fix the problem..for one hour we do nothing!!!then,the problems were still not really fix but at least we can continue do...then,halfway,my comp hang!!!the lecturer asked me and my girl gang restart my computer..ok after restart,dunno which stupid IDIOT deleted my file!!!and my file was gone like this..I cant recover my file since this stupid software autosave our projects under one system and we cnat save it into our pendrive...at that moment,I felt like crying...I control myself..all my hard works GONE like this..stupid software....I curse that person!!!then,lecturer helped me to open a new file and i cant overwrite my old file...aaarrrgghhh...I felt like crying more at that time...my frens were all happily doing their stuff there and I was stuck..and I was not the only one whose file got deleted..Derek,Jack,Ming and a few more persons file has been deleted too...stupid person who deleted our file..so for the next hour,I sit there doing nothing while watching others doing stuffs...=(

Ok,I was real hungry while in the comp class...after class me and Shih Min when to have our lunch...it was 2 pm and nothing much we can eat..so we ordered our food and sat down waiting..I decided to go to the ATM machine to get some money...And the queeue was quite long...Dunno why the first person doing...Keep getting the ATM card out and then put in again and then take out and put in again...After long time,he finished..And when it was my turn,plan to take out RM500 and the ATM machine answered me telling me the machine can only dispense RM300..Ok fine...I take it..Once the hole for us to take money opened..I was like becoming speechless...All red notes..RM10 all...

Wat a day I had..Estimating tutorial was quite ok and went to take bus home and saw notice saying tomorrow no bus service...aaarrrggghhh....stupid stupid...my day was gone like this...later still need work out Wednesday Economics tutorial and Thurs Construction Management quiz...Ok..enough with my craps...get back to work liaw...

P/S:Shih Min bought a new pair of NIKE shoes...I still think is nicer!!!

20 Per Cent...

Will be havin one quiz which is 20% of the Construction Management final on Thursday....Trying my best to study!!!trying hard...

And then will be having anothe quiz next Thursday again for Estimating and it will be another 20% of my that subject..*sigh*..
Why everything 20% one??

And then on Week 7,will be having Moral mid term-test which is 20%...On Week 8,will be the Moral assignment due date plus the presentation which holds another 20% of the FINAL!!!Yup,U guys din see it wrongly,It's MORAL!!!and the Moral that I'm studying is totally different from those we studied in Form 5..wat I am studying now is far far difficult..as we're learning something wrong but we need to twist it to say they are right...

15% of Computer Aided in Quantity Surveying projects are still pending and it needs to be handed on Week 10...

More 20% will be coming...Construction Economics!!!*sigh*..Life as an University students are full with 20%...

I just watched the Korean movie "200 Pounds Beauty"..and it was quite funny...

The moral of the story ,for guys.."Inner beauty is still the best thing inside a woman" and for gals,"Think twice before you do plastic surgey!!!No turning back!!!"The movie is quite worth to watch as the actress is beautiful and it also tells people how pity was to be a fat person and please don't treat those fat people as a joke!!!Though the main actress is fat,but she has a good voice in singing..The ending of the story was quite touching actully my tears were rolling down..can have a try watching this movie...

It's quite late now,1.45 am...after blogging I need to get back study...This few days,I kept have dreams about those people around me..Quite weird...Who will be up next then??Will wait and see...=)

I'm Back....

I'm back at KL for my new semester...Year 3 now...new semester,new beginning...coursemates still the same,almost the same lecturer,and...I am still the same...

Got our results..thank God for everything...Thanks for those who are concern bout me...with all your blessings,I have gone through liaw...Thanks for those who called me..thanks thanks thanks...

A bunch of frens visited Miri..will update about it soon...lots of stories during the holidays...and I miss holiday...I will be doing my industrial training in Miri...the offer given by the company can be considered good..still kinda unsure wat they wanna me do...

Till then..take care guys!!!

Goodbye My Love...

My dearest love,

I wish I could continue to love you...

But,I think i no longer can......

I need bid farewell to you and keep you save inside my heart...

No longer letting anyone know again...

You'll always be deep inside my heart..

Thanks for being there,protecting me,......

Giving me warmth when I needed the the most,......

Comforting me and lending me your strong shoulder when I cried,...

Motivation when I am lost,....

Guiding me through the rain,.....

Giving me the brightest smile on my gloomy day...

However,I need pack up everything and locked it inside the drawer,......

Which is especially made to keep you and my memories forever......

The Game of Soccer

Was watching the Champions League semifinal clash between AC Milan and Manchester United..I guess all United fans must be heartbroken..some may ask wat about me??Well,I am no longer that crazy in soccer anymore..now I just enjoyed every game...however,I am still a big fan of England and Rooney...I wanna thank one thing and one person who made me watched this game..Coffee and *Engineer*....

A soccer game can be just like a drama...with laughter,with tears and with drama..everything you want in a movie or drama you can get it in a soccer game...For example, A wanna tackle B for the ball,A did not touch B's leg,but B can pretend falling down and looked and stared at the referee for a penalty.. and he might hold his foot in pain...very,very pain..then A will hold up his hands claiming that he is innocent..then,if the referee is so blind cannot see everything and got cheated..here come the 'drama' first climax...everyone will start pushing each other,both teams member will come into a circle arguing with the referee it shouldn't be a penalty..and once the penalty has been given,the player B who fell down just now holding his foot in pain will start,slowly by the way, standing up...and the 'hero' will stand at the penalty box waiting for the penalty to be taken...the goalkeeper will be standing on his goal excitedly,guessing,panicking which side will the 'hero' shoot the ball to,left??right???where,where,where?? U may wonder..wah tat A really knows how to act very well le..if leg so pain still cna stand up the next second ah..if A go take the penalty,guess everyone can know wat he was doing just now liaw rite??din go become actor is really a waste!!

If the referee is so wise and did not give the penalty,everyone will be happy..however,B's teammates might be asking,why didn't you give us the penalty..anyway,the game is still to be carried on...but the heat is making the game real hot!!!there might be thorn in each and every one heart and they will start to play aggresively...sometimes,when they really dislike someone,they still have to carry on the game and when they got a foul,they still need pretend to like each other so much,hugging them shaking hand to show to the referee we have nothing...and please don give us yellow card ya!!!since it's a FAIR PLAY game,sure the referee will not give a yellow card unless they start arguing with each other pushing ah,...however,a yellow card will still be given if the play was too harsh...then,the player who got the yellow card will start playing less aggresively liaw...scare will get another yellow card and then will become a red card and he will be out of the game...if in the drama,the person might die!!!but anyway,Life must still carry on ma rite??

And here come the penalty...if the player manage to score the penalty,all his teammates will run to him hugging him and all the audience will cheer for him!!!GOAL!!!!and the goalkeeper will look at the sky,why I didn't manage save it...on the other hand,if the penalty taker did not manage score his penalty,OH NO!!!!his teammates will look at him and give him a stare...and their opponent will be shouting for joy..."yeah,yeah,yeah"..we'll still in the game no worries!!!

Half way to the game,it might be just the ball kicking each way waiting for other heroes to come..and score the goal!!!!if the hero manage to get a goal,then everyone all the audience will start loving him..if he din,then he will become a villian..most wanted person maybe...from Hero become Zero...

Continue on..the game will continue on till the 90 minutes..and here come the extra time...all audience desperately waiting to know wat will happen...wat will be the ending like le...and when the ending comes,there for sure will be people loving the ending or who will cry out of the cinema or smiling out...and people will start commenting about it liaw..in newspaper,magazine,how good was it ah..watever...

Soccer game is so unpredictable...unlike dramas...HK drama mostly will have happy ending and we kinda can guess wat the ending will be like and wat will happen next..as if we're the director or writer maybe!!!Chelsea and Man. United was leading in the first league..end up both out of the Champions League Final..bye to both of them!!!Quite pity Chelsea who lost in penalty..*sigh*..reminds me of England and Portugal which England lost on penalty too...and thanks to best Actor,Cristiano Ronaldo..I still think he can act very well..how come he came to play soccer and not acting..he will have a bright future...and every soccer players are also actor too..they can act very well!!United defend was really bad...I was thinking maybe ask KUFC Chris and Ah Fai defend maybe better than them..and maybe those UTAR'S QS team defend will be better than them...

So,when watching a soccer match,remember enjoy it like you enjoy a drama...Soccer is a Beautiful Game!!!!

Anyway,I was supposed to be studying my Financial now...and I am sitting in front of my laptop blogging..Spursgot into the next round of NBA playoff..so many things final now...Heat out..Dallas is on the wire!!!oh no,need get back to business!!!Two more papers to go...Wish me luck everyone!!!

Water Fish..USED or MIUSED??

A new term from Lawyer..."Water Fish"..it's a term which was translated from the cantonese...it's for those people who always been take advantages of..for example, when they need help,the first person they will think of is you..ah ha...can find tat stupid "Water Fish"..Well,I just like to voice out that these people know they have been used but just tat they don't wish to voice out and maybe they dunno how to reject doesn't mean that you can always go take advantages of them ok??THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!!always do think,if this happened on the other way round to you,will you like it??sometimes people just dunno how to appreciate and keep taking advantages only!!!wat the...one time not enough??still wan a few more times...well,all those people around me claim I am one "Water Fish " also....used or... been misused??

Anyway,there's lots of things happening around me and have been distracting me from my study...that's why I made myself not to think of it just by keep playingZuma..and wat I can see around me are COLORS!!!addicted to Zuma and Diner Dash...I just wish all these problems can get away from me and I can focus in my study back...I need maintain my result!!!aaarrrggghhh...HELP!!!people might think I am too free nothing do..actually I feel like studying, but once I start studying, I will keep thinking liaw....and my mood will change...So,...*sigh*I choose not to voice out my problem and tried my best happy just not to let those people around me worried about me...

All I wish now I can stay firm with my decision and hope everyone can respect the decision I have made...and please don't force me anymore...I will tend to retard more....

Study Week-Day 5

How is my progress??*speechless*....

For two days,I didn't step out of the house until Jiun asked me out for lunch today...hahaha...

There's something which I would like to blog about...actually,one of my close buddy just broke up with his gf..I know he is very sad,but I think he is acting like quite abnormal....he has just broke up with his gf,though he acted as if he is ok,but I can feel that actually deep inside him,he is very sad...He knew this gal through the internet and they became couple,then broke up..My fren,A told me that he expected that they will break up soon as he can feel it...ok,so they broke up and there's no turning back I supposed..my fren used lots of ways not to think about it..in my opinion,one of the way he used..flirt around with other gals..he kept denying it,but I know he is..I chose not to argue much with him but just be beside him when he needs someone the most and see what he's doing...I think it's not the way for him to flirt other gals just to foget his past...I don't know how should i advise him..end up,I kinda gave up advising him caused he keep denying him..since he is elder than me,I supposed he know what he is doing..all I can do is to pray for him...

I cant understand is why he can be such desperate to get into a new relationship when he has failed in the first place..I keep advising him don't need to be so desperate to get into a new relationship as there's many kind of love..but he insist that he kinda cannot live without love(those couple relationship)...*sigh*..I really dunno how to advise again...I told him,family love is more important as they are the most important people in our life...I don't know whether he agreed with me or not..but it just my opinion only...

My current motivation...home sweet home after two weeks...to meet my Dearest one!!!Huih dear will be coming here soon...Yippie..my sis will be coming also..hahaha..good!!!

Study Week-Day 3

Cant believe it's already day 3 of the study week...so far how is my revision??*sigh*..I didn't really study much..dunno why my brain is like not listening to me...I felt myself quite unmotivated for this semester..wat shud I do then??

Last night,I did the most unbelivable thing....I overnight at KLCC park...talking with two newly made frens and with my dear housemate!!hahaha..it was indeed a memorable night..We chatted lots of things,shared our experiences,and everything...We watched clouds and stars together...everyone was actually tired and sleepy but we just carried on...

I was actually quite down for the past few days..thanks to "someone" who sent me his little niece picture who has an angelic smile...kids are cute!!the uncle claimed her niece is very cute because he is his uncle...and "someone" is very happy because my present has reached him liaw...I am happy that you like it..Life little pleasure with surprises...Thank God the present arrived safely..and I wanna thank you for spending the last few days with me...

Feelin sleepy...do pray for me everyone!!!Thanks...

Who to be blamed??

Just read some news on The Star and found an interesting news...Malaysia Immigration Department headquarters at Putrajaya was suspended in operation due to pipe leakages at the 7th Floor...and the building has caused RM 200 million...oh my...as a construction students,I found this news interesting as they mentioned the reason behind for this case were because

(1) Poor Workmanship
(2) Poor Maintenance..

Or supposed there are some other reasons behind??*evil smile*..guess most people might can guess what I thinking la...

The in another news, it was said poor design, shoddy work and bad supervision and maintenance are to be blamed for the burst of pipe incident at the Immigration Department...

"An upset Abdul Rahim said the main pipes on the seventh floor were not joined properly and the water pressure caused them to dislodge. Due to poor waterproofing, the water seeped through to the floors below.
“The joint between the pipes was not good. This is an embarrassment to the Government. This was a problem waiting to happen."(quoted from thestar.com.my) - A problem waiting to happen...nice phrase indeed...

“I have seen similar shoddy workmanship at several other buildings in Putrajaya,” he said.(quoted from thestar.com.my)..anything has been done to help out this problem then??

Well,just in the lecture by my lecturer last week regarding maintenance of buildings, I guessed after this incidence, it can be proved building maintenance is important!!!some may think building maintenance is less important,but this is definitely wrong...If proper maintenance has been provided to the building and the building has been built "properly",then why should the building be demolished after 20 years to be built with a new one and maybe just after a few years, the building start to have problems??see those building which have been built by our ancestors,they are still in good condition and y those new buildings which have been newly built with the latest technology is having problems??a good example,UTAR!!!hahaha..think about it...

Back to the Immigration Department..something interesting in the news...

“Security guards heard a loud noise at about 7pm yesterday (on Tuesday) but a check by the maintenance staff found nothing wrong.
“Then, the control room system detected a power trip at 2am on the 7th floor. The water seepage, however, was only detected about 8.30am.(quoted from thestar.com.my)

Maintenance staff found nothing was wrong??and then how come there were this leaking pipe and has caused the mini flood in the immigration department then??The water seepage was only detected at 8.30 am,which is the working hours!!!What were everyone doing before that???*sigh*

Lastly,the picture to show everything...

Pouring in Putrajaya...water falling from the ceiling at the fifth floor of the Immigration Department headquarters. The massive pipe leak on the seventh floor caused the department’s services to be suspended. – DARRAN TAN/The Star

Cheap Air Tickets?

Air Asia is havin promotion now...and when I was browsing the page to check the flight from Miri back to KL on 27th May...wat I see is there's no cheap air tickets at all...It cost me 200++ to buy the air tickets...then I tried for the next few days after 27th May,still dun have...then I simply click 2nd June,still no cheap tickets..but it stated there travelling period is from 1st May until dunno when already...something I wanna make clear,I have been checking from the first day of the promotion and until now, there's still no cheap tickets...*sigh*..so,is Air Asia having any promotion le??

The weather is killing me....din get a good nap because of the WEATHER!!!!rain,please rain!!!

Exams..anyone???

*sigh*...one week ago,i have two exams back to back..2molo i have another exam...so so so tired n feel "sien"..blame myself for not resting well during the weekend...hai..wat to do..reena was right,very right...i should learn how to say "NO" and stand firm with my decision...due to my fault,someone angry with me and i deserve it...but he has forgiven me already..thank God!!!

today is Raymond's my buddy birthday and he has gone back Miri..for the past few days,he was here at my house and the whole house was his voice..he kinda can bring joy to the house...it was so long since we last spent such great times together and silly him and fong chee fai,when fai called,both of them said something bout me...*blek*..anyway,anyhow,no matter how both of them tease me i still miss them a lot...three persons,three places...*sigh*...

the cycle of students...lectures,tutorials,assignments,mid-term exams,quizzes,reports,FINALS and then new sem....i think i have became one of those kiasu...40% of ur final marks mean everything..and u will lose ur principle and start doing everything for it..an example cheating in exam..we do know cheating in exam is wrong but we still do it just because of the 40%!!!so,wat the purpose of exams then??for us to fulfill the 40% or to test your understanding??the other day when i got back my finance paper..6 marks out of 100 marks,i wasn't disappointed at all because i deserve it for not being prepared for it...thanks for those concern about me scaring i will be sad..someone still message me,"After tonight,don be sad again.."a special kind of message..simple words which will bring warm to your heart..at least he knw he ask u don be sad,u will still be sad no matter what...when we got back the paper,lots people fail!!!and some like i kinda don knw how to say what they thinking....u never work hard for ur paper and what u think u deserve to get then??i only get 6 marks la,don be such a kiasu la!!!ok??those who got higher marks then me showed me a face like it's the end of the world..i was like..a bit cant stand...i knw different people have different thinking and i am not inside their shoes,i don't understand what they thinking..but u got 40 plus in the exams and at least your coursework marks over 40% is pass already..don't you think you should be grateful...hey,you r not the only one in the whole class who fail??there's lots people who didn't get to pass their coursework marks..one of them is me..it's not the end of the world la..come on la!!don't be such a kiasu la!!!think about there's lots people who fail la...we still have a final paper 60% rite??kiasu people r all around us...fear they knw nothing..i cant stand this people but what to do??who knws i will become one one day...hahahahaa..hopefully still,i hope i won become one....

well,above it's just my thinking...i dun mean anyone...it's just something like i wish to express out..no offence!!!2molo last exams for this semester before the final...hai,final coming...darn darn darn...stress stress stress.....

Regret??

The other day,when i was hanging out seeing books at MPH,a close friend of mine asked me a question...and I think it was something tat has been stuck inside my mind for a long time..kinda is a dilemma in me and my family...

She asked me,"Did your family ever want to become something one day in the future?"...without any hesitation I answered.."Yea,LAWYER!!!"Then,she replied me,"How come you never take the initiative to make your dreams come then?"
I answered,well i planned to go MMU three times to study Law but was failed due to some reasons...and then when i knew tat i did not get any offer from any ipta universities I was both relieve and scare...Relieve as a matter that i can study something I want liaw...Scare is my family disappointment!!But,one thing for sure i know I won't get a good place in IPTA anyhow..guess most of you will know the reason why right??And then after IPTA results,when i called MMU to ask whether there's any intake again and can I still go there not,the answer in NO!!!and I have to wait for another year if I really wanna go there...Then,some kind like a HOPE came to me again when my bestest fren called me and tell me MMU want me to go there if i really wanna go there study...it was like if i really wanna go I need to pack my luggage and leave at that moment...

She answered me again,"Well,if that's your dream no matter what you will still work hard for it..so now,you can't say or blame anyone cause it you the one who not fulfilling your dream since you're already given the chance..."

So now,did i regret coming UTAR not??So far,the answer is NO!!!Everything was going fine for me here though sometimes I really feel like giving up studying wat I am studying now,but when it gets longer,i start loving this course already!!!I really believe everything has been arranged for us already and I am fated to come here already,so there's nothing I can regret anymore and one thing,I choose to stay at here and not going to pursue my dream when I was given the chance by my family...Like what I have said in the previous post,I still can study LAW when I graduate next time...But the question by my friend is a good question for me to think about it that moment...thanks thanks thanks...

But in life,there's lots of things when we think back,we will feel regret why we didn't do this ah,didn't do that ah..yeah,i do have something which i regretted and nothing can be done already..that is telling my daddy how much I love him...I miss him greatly but I am always happy for him as he is finally having his life already after all those busy years taking care of the business and family....how I wish he could see me graduating and share those happy moments with me as I grow up...but I know he is still always there by my side, guiding me and his attitude in life is something that I must learn caused he is always staying inside my heart...DADDY,I miss you and I LOVE you...I promise you,I'll be good!!!

Shouldn't I Be Happy??

Have been busy preparing myself for mid-term exam,quizzes and doing the last drawing for measurement..

This coming week will be two exams in a row on the same day,LAW and Financial...oh my,have not prepared myself yet...just finished Professional Practise Quiz today..i should blame myself for not fully prepared for this exam..the questions are in fact quite straight forward...what to do??over liaw..nothing can be done...but there's something which have bugged my mind for the last few days until today,the problem gets serious..too much attention isn't any good things..i just wanna make myself clear here..i am not trying to showoff anything but just to express myself out since i dunno where should i say this...

I felt that the good results i recently have is something like luck and I never thought of it...people tell me i deserve it,maybe yes maybe no..i should be happy getting good results right,but why am i feeling so wrong??those stupid "bitches" look really irritate me...i cant stand it..i cant take it anymore..i feel like surrendering myself....but why am i so weak when it comes to this??i always wish for good results but when i get it,how come i am soo...?why i cant just ignore them and continue to be happy with my results??i guess it's not just because of their look but i kinda feelin guilty because i din pay much effort in the exam but...dunno..very complicated la my feeling!!!oh God,please guide me!!!i really need your help now...fai kept telling me "hey,you should be proud of yourself.you deserve it!!!"..There's lot people who came to me,"Wah,what happened to u??how come suddenly become so smart huh??","yar ching fak feng tu chiang liaw ooo..".. i dunno whether they are joking not,but i just dunno how to say my feeling....why my close frens aren't giving me any opinion and why should u all give so much comment le??can anyone tell me???aarrgghhh...

The other day when getting financial paper back,i felt lucky to have get good grades..some ppl said aiyo we can get better grade if we all copy together..i was like,i felt really guilty for not studying just because doing a stupid assignment and copied..i ADMIT i copy during the exam!!!and i felt guilty especially after seeing someone marks who i think she worked hard but she failed!!!isn't it very SAD??but do all these ppl think that it's unfair for ppl especially those who have worked hard and they dun deserve to be fail???

I dunno,i dunno, i dunno...who can tell me what should i do??Final is coming...and i am not giving myself too much stress..i just wanna do my best and get good results just to make my family happy...they are putting lots of hope on me since i am the one who they claim to be the smartest in the family and i wanna tell them i am doing good in QS..i guss until now they still feel guilty for not sending me to MMU to study law...but one thing i believe,God arrange everything with his own reasons...I still can pursue Law if i want after my degree..which is part of my plan after graduating..that one option...

Enough with my craps...need get back studying!!!