Exams..anyone???

*sigh*...one week ago,i have two exams back to back..2molo i have another exam...so so so tired n feel "sien"..blame myself for not resting well during the weekend...hai..wat to do..reena was right,very right...i should learn how to say "NO" and stand firm with my decision...due to my fault,someone angry with me and i deserve it...but he has forgiven me already..thank God!!!

today is Raymond's my buddy birthday and he has gone back Miri..for the past few days,he was here at my house and the whole house was his voice..he kinda can bring joy to the house...it was so long since we last spent such great times together and silly him and fong chee fai,when fai called,both of them said something bout me...*blek*..anyway,anyhow,no matter how both of them tease me i still miss them a lot...three persons,three places...*sigh*...

the cycle of students...lectures,tutorials,assignments,mid-term exams,quizzes,reports,FINALS and then new sem....i think i have became one of those kiasu...40% of ur final marks mean everything..and u will lose ur principle and start doing everything for it..an example cheating in exam..we do know cheating in exam is wrong but we still do it just because of the 40%!!!so,wat the purpose of exams then??for us to fulfill the 40% or to test your understanding??the other day when i got back my finance paper..6 marks out of 100 marks,i wasn't disappointed at all because i deserve it for not being prepared for it...thanks for those concern about me scaring i will be sad..someone still message me,"After tonight,don be sad again.."a special kind of message..simple words which will bring warm to your heart..at least he knw he ask u don be sad,u will still be sad no matter what...when we got back the paper,lots people fail!!!and some like i kinda don knw how to say what they thinking....u never work hard for ur paper and what u think u deserve to get then??i only get 6 marks la,don be such a kiasu la!!!ok??those who got higher marks then me showed me a face like it's the end of the world..i was like..a bit cant stand...i knw different people have different thinking and i am not inside their shoes,i don't understand what they thinking..but u got 40 plus in the exams and at least your coursework marks over 40% is pass already..don't you think you should be grateful...hey,you r not the only one in the whole class who fail??there's lots people who didn't get to pass their coursework marks..one of them is me..it's not the end of the world la..come on la!!don't be such a kiasu la!!!think about there's lots people who fail la...we still have a final paper 60% rite??kiasu people r all around us...fear they knw nothing..i cant stand this people but what to do??who knws i will become one one day...hahahahaa..hopefully still,i hope i won become one....

well,above it's just my thinking...i dun mean anyone...it's just something like i wish to express out..no offence!!!2molo last exams for this semester before the final...hai,final coming...darn darn darn...stress stress stress.....