Water Fish..USED or MIUSED??

A new term from Lawyer..."Water Fish"..it's a term which was translated from the cantonese...it's for those people who always been take advantages of..for example, when they need help,the first person they will think of is you..ah ha...can find tat stupid "Water Fish"..Well,I just like to voice out that these people know they have been used but just tat they don't wish to voice out and maybe they dunno how to reject doesn't mean that you can always go take advantages of them ok??THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!!!!always do think,if this happened on the other way round to you,will you like it??sometimes people just dunno how to appreciate and keep taking advantages only!!!wat the...one time not enough??still wan a few more times...well,all those people around me claim I am one "Water Fish " also....used or... been misused??

Anyway,there's lots of things happening around me and have been distracting me from my study...that's why I made myself not to think of it just by keep playingZuma..and wat I can see around me are COLORS!!!addicted to Zuma and Diner Dash...I just wish all these problems can get away from me and I can focus in my study back...I need maintain my result!!!aaarrrggghhh...HELP!!!people might think I am too free nothing do..actually I feel like studying, but once I start studying, I will keep thinking liaw....and my mood will change...So,...*sigh*I choose not to voice out my problem and tried my best happy just not to let those people around me worried about me...

All I wish now I can stay firm with my decision and hope everyone can respect the decision I have made...and please don't force me anymore...I will tend to retard more....

林宇中 - 淋雨中

Another Malaysian singer..a talented one...music,lyrics,composer...getting in love with him...try listen to his new album...I think it's great...better than his first one,but some said the first one better..well,I guess depends on each and every one taste...Manage to catch out his interview on Myfm the other day..funny!!really funny...

Track list

01.苍蝇的泪滴（新加坡电影 '我在政府部门的日子' 插曲）

02.猫头鹰

03.复活（2007 Granado Espada 线上游戏主题曲）

04.捉迷藏（2007 Sony CyberShot T100 系列广告主题曲）

05.旋律

06.对调（新加坡电影 '我在政府部门的日子' 主题曲）

07.淋雨中

08.余兴节目

09.主题曲（马来西亚电视剧 '原点' 片尾曲）

10.空秋千（马来西亚电视剧 '原点' 主题曲）

11.MELODI（OT：旋律）「林宇中+马来西亚乐坛天后 Sheila Majid 破天荒首次合唱」

12.讯号（台湾电视连续剧 '极道学园' 插曲）

I like all of the songs above..it is really highly recomended by me...but I think most of you must have heard his song already..anyway,I still love my Mayday!!though I have said I start loving him...My favourite song from this album must be "苍蝇的泪滴"..it's one of the theme song of the movie "Just Follow Law"..when I heard it in the movie,I already love the song...a cute song!!

Yesterday something happened and really spoilt my day..not because of my exam...I really got so frustated that it spoilt my nap and my mood...luckily,thanks to *Engineer and *Lawyer for making my days back...thanks thanks thanks..love you guys much!!!especially *Lawyer who told me so many jokes..

*Lawyer told me that 林宇中 went to MMU last year and she managed go catch him out...actually she doesn't really like him..tat's wat make me real jealous now!!!and she said HE went to shake hand with him,but she pretend dunno..aarrgghhh..this gal!!!then when they went to take his autograph, 林宇中 asked them whether they had bought his album not...guess what they say.."Oh we didn't buy,but we downloaded!!"this gal is something..future LAWYER memang different!!!then I asked her, wat is 林宇中 expression and what did he answer??she said he just pretend didn't hear...

Hopefully he will come UTAR one day...but please not during my half year industrial training...wish to meet him in real person!!!For those who didn't know, 林宇中 is from KUCHING,Sarawak!!!hehe...and my sis told me that he is from the school of her close friends and he went back to his high school on the last chinese new year!!!walau...

Anyway,try listen to his music...he is also the spoke person for the latest Sony-cybershot T10..which is my favourite model..so,any more reason that I could not fall in love with him le??gotta get back to my revision...CIAO people!!!

Mayday's Cartoon Book

Bought a Mayday's Cartoon Book as *Engineer birthday present..I found this book quite interesting...some of the pictures inside it are quite nice and cute..manage to get a few shot of the books before sending the birthday present over to *Engineer..(name of the person asbeen replaced as *Engineer said he doesn't wanna be famous)

The Front Cover of the book...

One of my favourite cartoon pictures of Mayday..my current hp wallpaper

Another of my favourite..2 pages of Mayday cartoon..it's very cool!!

The Front cover again with the stickers given in the book

Lastly, another picture

My torto and the Mayday book..=)

Someone bought us some strawberries from Camerron..Thanks KJ!!!

Some of the pictures quality are not that good since it was taken using my hp camera...and some of them are using my digital camera...

Anyway,today was my first paper...need pray hard to God..i have put my best effort into it...next paper on Wednesday,and it was *Engineer's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED!!!

Study Week-Day 5

How is my progress??*speechless*....

For two days,I didn't step out of the house until Jiun asked me out for lunch today...hahaha...

There's something which I would like to blog about...actually,one of my close buddy just broke up with his gf..I know he is very sad,but I think he is acting like quite abnormal....he has just broke up with his gf,though he acted as if he is ok,but I can feel that actually deep inside him,he is very sad...He knew this gal through the internet and they became couple,then broke up..My fren,A told me that he expected that they will break up soon as he can feel it...ok,so they broke up and there's no turning back I supposed..my fren used lots of ways not to think about it..in my opinion,one of the way he used..flirt around with other gals..he kept denying it,but I know he is..I chose not to argue much with him but just be beside him when he needs someone the most and see what he's doing...I think it's not the way for him to flirt other gals just to foget his past...I don't know how should i advise him..end up,I kinda gave up advising him caused he keep denying him..since he is elder than me,I supposed he know what he is doing..all I can do is to pray for him...

I cant understand is why he can be such desperate to get into a new relationship when he has failed in the first place..I keep advising him don't need to be so desperate to get into a new relationship as there's many kind of love..but he insist that he kinda cannot live without love(those couple relationship)...*sigh*..I really dunno how to advise again...I told him,family love is more important as they are the most important people in our life...I don't know whether he agreed with me or not..but it just my opinion only...

My current motivation...home sweet home after two weeks...to meet my Dearest one!!!Huih dear will be coming here soon...Yippie..my sis will be coming also..hahaha..good!!!

Study Week-Day 3

Cant believe it's already day 3 of the study week...so far how is my revision??*sigh*..I didn't really study much..dunno why my brain is like not listening to me...I felt myself quite unmotivated for this semester..wat shud I do then??

Last night,I did the most unbelivable thing....I overnight at KLCC park...talking with two newly made frens and with my dear housemate!!hahaha..it was indeed a memorable night..We chatted lots of things,shared our experiences,and everything...We watched clouds and stars together...everyone was actually tired and sleepy but we just carried on...

I was actually quite down for the past few days..thanks to "someone" who sent me his little niece picture who has an angelic smile...kids are cute!!the uncle claimed her niece is very cute because he is his uncle...and "someone" is very happy because my present has reached him liaw...I am happy that you like it..Life little pleasure with surprises...Thank God the present arrived safely..and I wanna thank you for spending the last few days with me...

Feelin sleepy...do pray for me everyone!!!Thanks...

Emotion

No human is perfect..We all have our ups and downs..sometimes we feel like controlling our emotion,but we just cant....I really,really hope i can change myself by always controlling my patience..and I have already changed much...but sometimes I really need a break also...Not that i don't know how to appreciate everything beside me,just because they understand me so I really can show them the real me....I am tired being good...I am really,really tired...who can lend me a hand??but does anyone understand then??I need a break also...I feel like letting out everything so that I can feel better..but is there anyone who can understand this??Why just you be the one who can let out your emotion and why cant I???I am tired of giving people smile though deep inside my heart I don't feel like...I feel like I am losing myself..this is just because I am no longer holding my principles and I am being so hypocrite...and whenever I know something which I always believed to be true and ended up to be false,I will always be very,very sad...but why I must always find up the truth when I am having those bad times??I am tired..just tired..I desperately need a break and get out of all these...

Who to be blamed??

Just read some news on The Star and found an interesting news...Malaysia Immigration Department headquarters at Putrajaya was suspended in operation due to pipe leakages at the 7th Floor...and the building has caused RM 200 million...oh my...as a construction students,I found this news interesting as they mentioned the reason behind for this case were because

(1) Poor Workmanship
(2) Poor Maintenance..

Or supposed there are some other reasons behind??*evil smile*..guess most people might can guess what I thinking la...

The in another news, it was said poor design, shoddy work and bad supervision and maintenance are to be blamed for the burst of pipe incident at the Immigration Department...

"An upset Abdul Rahim said the main pipes on the seventh floor were not joined properly and the water pressure caused them to dislodge. Due to poor waterproofing, the water seeped through to the floors below.
“The joint between the pipes was not good. This is an embarrassment to the Government. This was a problem waiting to happen."(quoted from thestar.com.my) - A problem waiting to happen...nice phrase indeed...

“I have seen similar shoddy workmanship at several other buildings in Putrajaya,” he said.(quoted from thestar.com.my)..anything has been done to help out this problem then??

Well,just in the lecture by my lecturer last week regarding maintenance of buildings, I guessed after this incidence, it can be proved building maintenance is important!!!some may think building maintenance is less important,but this is definitely wrong...If proper maintenance has been provided to the building and the building has been built "properly",then why should the building be demolished after 20 years to be built with a new one and maybe just after a few years, the building start to have problems??see those building which have been built by our ancestors,they are still in good condition and y those new buildings which have been newly built with the latest technology is having problems??a good example,UTAR!!!hahaha..think about it...

Back to the Immigration Department..something interesting in the news...

“Security guards heard a loud noise at about 7pm yesterday (on Tuesday) but a check by the maintenance staff found nothing wrong.
“Then, the control room system detected a power trip at 2am on the 7th floor. The water seepage, however, was only detected about 8.30am.(quoted from thestar.com.my)

Maintenance staff found nothing was wrong??and then how come there were this leaking pipe and has caused the mini flood in the immigration department then??The water seepage was only detected at 8.30 am,which is the working hours!!!What were everyone doing before that???*sigh*

Lastly,the picture to show everything...

Pouring in Putrajaya...water falling from the ceiling at the fifth floor of the Immigration Department headquarters. The massive pipe leak on the seventh floor caused the department’s services to be suspended. – DARRAN TAN/The Star

Karen's Pre Birthday Celebration

Well, it was one week after Karen's Birthday and I only have time now to post up this post...Karen's birthday falls on 1st April...Yeah, April's Fool Day...a day which was right for her to born caused she is EXTREMELY interesting and FUN!!!!her look does not match her atiitude..when u first see her,u might be thinking must be a very serious gal..indeed she IS NOT!!!..she and Jiun claimed that they have the promise on the life before that Jiun will be coming to the Earth first then a month later will be Karen!!!

Ok,Karen said this will be the BEST SHOT of THE YEAR..let's have a look!!!

Guess who's in the pic??no need further introduction..she is another members of the crazy gang...another gal whose look will cheat people..when i first saw her in Utar,I was thinking,another serious gal??Oh no,I was very wrong...absolutely,definitely wrong...She is much more crazy than Karen...she will always do the things that you least expected..and on Karen Pre-Birthday Celebration,this gal was trying to fill our pot of tea with the hot water and when we already have paid the service charge!!!and I was just jokingly saying "U go fill urself la"...she took the pot and really go fill herself!!!Oh My....She and Karen are a great match...One favourite is PORK and another is CHICKEN!!!*sigh*...dinner with them is extremely hard....even worst,the one who ate chicken don't eat prawn...

So,we went to this restaurant called Shanghai wat wat wat..not sure the name for dinner before our movie,"Just Follow Law" a fortnight ago...The services there was quite bad...i guessed we have the right to not pay the 10% service charge since the service is like horrible..we need Shih Min to fill the pot of tea ourselves..so wat u guys think then??Actually i got mixed up between this restaurant and the one my sis brought me to eat "Xiao Long Pau" also...when i went in there,i just realized this was another different restaurant...I still prefer i-Dragon Xiao Long Pau..but this restaurant have some dessert which is quite nice!!!

Karen's Dinner...Rainbow Porridge and Her Drink..a healthy drink for her...She said the porridge is nice!!

My Dinner..it looks like our Sarwak Kolok Mee...quite okie the mee...

The Long awaited "Xiao Long Pau" is here....The skin is kinda thinner than the i-Dragon one..but not bad also

Shih Min's mee...She cant eat prawn and pork..but wat she ordered got prawn..so,all her those white white things mostly was given to me..so nice of her..hahaha....she said her mee not bad!!!

Jiun's mee...Her was much nicer than mine!!!

We didn't manage catch Chirstine's food because all of us were busy eating and I think she is too hungry so we didn't take any pics of her food..keke..

The special dessert by the restaurant..it's filling is durian with cream and it outlook is like a durian..the skin of this dessert is made by egg..a nice dessert!!!

Another dessert..the filling used avocado...and it's just like kaya..nice!!!

Group photos..taken by ourselves using timer..bad service by those waiter and waitress there..Shih Min went to take some A4 papers which those people put at a temporary counter there..we stacked it up and put our camera to take this pic!!!Karen just got an award..maybe Best Female of The Year..=)or maybe some certifictes certifying her intelligence...she has became very clever recently...many consume pork really works!!!

Last shot of the night..after the movie...

Karen went to pay the dinner's bill after the dinner but it was paid by us already...It was so embarrassing that she went to the counter and asked to pay the bill when they told her that the bill has been paid by us...but we were all already outside of the shop laughing at her...

Indeed a memorable night...Happy Birthday to Karen again!!may all your dreams come true...Forever Friends!!!

Cheap Air Tickets?

Air Asia is havin promotion now...and when I was browsing the page to check the flight from Miri back to KL on 27th May...wat I see is there's no cheap air tickets at all...It cost me 200++ to buy the air tickets...then I tried for the next few days after 27th May,still dun have...then I simply click 2nd June,still no cheap tickets..but it stated there travelling period is from 1st May until dunno when already...something I wanna make clear,I have been checking from the first day of the promotion and until now, there's still no cheap tickets...*sigh*..so,is Air Asia having any promotion le??

The weather is killing me....din get a good nap because of the WEATHER!!!!rain,please rain!!!

单身潜逃 by 戴佩妮

PS:我想我真的忘了,然而我不够坚强 我没有你想像中那么坚强 我只是擅长用微笑去伪装 不是吗 我没有你形容的那么勇敢 我偶尔也会慌 我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂受了一点伤 我们都是一样相信永远不远但坚持却有点难 就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧 烧痛了我们就逃 带着现实的拷这点我善于的微笑 通往没有你的轨道 就让记忆中的你慢慢老 老去了谁也得不到 带着我的祈祷这点我累积的问号 开始一次的单身潜逃

A nice song by Penny Dai...check it out!!!

Exams..anyone???

*sigh*...one week ago,i have two exams back to back..2molo i have another exam...so so so tired n feel "sien"..blame myself for not resting well during the weekend...hai..wat to do..reena was right,very right...i should learn how to say "NO" and stand firm with my decision...due to my fault,someone angry with me and i deserve it...but he has forgiven me already..thank God!!!

today is Raymond's my buddy birthday and he has gone back Miri..for the past few days,he was here at my house and the whole house was his voice..he kinda can bring joy to the house...it was so long since we last spent such great times together and silly him and fong chee fai,when fai called,both of them said something bout me...*blek*..anyway,anyhow,no matter how both of them tease me i still miss them a lot...three persons,three places...*sigh*...

the cycle of students...lectures,tutorials,assignments,mid-term exams,quizzes,reports,FINALS and then new sem....i think i have became one of those kiasu...40% of ur final marks mean everything..and u will lose ur principle and start doing everything for it..an example cheating in exam..we do know cheating in exam is wrong but we still do it just because of the 40%!!!so,wat the purpose of exams then??for us to fulfill the 40% or to test your understanding??the other day when i got back my finance paper..6 marks out of 100 marks,i wasn't disappointed at all because i deserve it for not being prepared for it...thanks for those concern about me scaring i will be sad..someone still message me,"After tonight,don be sad again.."a special kind of message..simple words which will bring warm to your heart..at least he knw he ask u don be sad,u will still be sad no matter what...when we got back the paper,lots people fail!!!and some like i kinda don knw how to say what they thinking....u never work hard for ur paper and what u think u deserve to get then??i only get 6 marks la,don be such a kiasu la!!!ok??those who got higher marks then me showed me a face like it's the end of the world..i was like..a bit cant stand...i knw different people have different thinking and i am not inside their shoes,i don't understand what they thinking..but u got 40 plus in the exams and at least your coursework marks over 40% is pass already..don't you think you should be grateful...hey,you r not the only one in the whole class who fail??there's lots people who didn't get to pass their coursework marks..one of them is me..it's not the end of the world la..come on la!!don't be such a kiasu la!!!think about there's lots people who fail la...we still have a final paper 60% rite??kiasu people r all around us...fear they knw nothing..i cant stand this people but what to do??who knws i will become one one day...hahahahaa..hopefully still,i hope i won become one....

well,above it's just my thinking...i dun mean anyone...it's just something like i wish to express out..no offence!!!2molo last exams for this semester before the final...hai,final coming...darn darn darn...stress stress stress.....

Regret??

The other day,when i was hanging out seeing books at MPH,a close friend of mine asked me a question...and I think it was something tat has been stuck inside my mind for a long time..kinda is a dilemma in me and my family...

She asked me,"Did your family ever want to become something one day in the future?"...without any hesitation I answered.."Yea,LAWYER!!!"Then,she replied me,"How come you never take the initiative to make your dreams come then?"
I answered,well i planned to go MMU three times to study Law but was failed due to some reasons...and then when i knew tat i did not get any offer from any ipta universities I was both relieve and scare...Relieve as a matter that i can study something I want liaw...Scare is my family disappointment!!But,one thing for sure i know I won't get a good place in IPTA anyhow..guess most of you will know the reason why right??And then after IPTA results,when i called MMU to ask whether there's any intake again and can I still go there not,the answer in NO!!!and I have to wait for another year if I really wanna go there...Then,some kind like a HOPE came to me again when my bestest fren called me and tell me MMU want me to go there if i really wanna go there study...it was like if i really wanna go I need to pack my luggage and leave at that moment...

She answered me again,"Well,if that's your dream no matter what you will still work hard for it..so now,you can't say or blame anyone cause it you the one who not fulfilling your dream since you're already given the chance..."

So now,did i regret coming UTAR not??So far,the answer is NO!!!Everything was going fine for me here though sometimes I really feel like giving up studying wat I am studying now,but when it gets longer,i start loving this course already!!!I really believe everything has been arranged for us already and I am fated to come here already,so there's nothing I can regret anymore and one thing,I choose to stay at here and not going to pursue my dream when I was given the chance by my family...Like what I have said in the previous post,I still can study LAW when I graduate next time...But the question by my friend is a good question for me to think about it that moment...thanks thanks thanks...

But in life,there's lots of things when we think back,we will feel regret why we didn't do this ah,didn't do that ah..yeah,i do have something which i regretted and nothing can be done already..that is telling my daddy how much I love him...I miss him greatly but I am always happy for him as he is finally having his life already after all those busy years taking care of the business and family....how I wish he could see me graduating and share those happy moments with me as I grow up...but I know he is still always there by my side, guiding me and his attitude in life is something that I must learn caused he is always staying inside my heart...DADDY,I miss you and I LOVE you...I promise you,I'll be good!!!