Please Come Back

Chong Yar Ching,

Please come back..Will you please???

Please Please Please...

Needing you back at work...

Oh God

Oh God,

Please give me all the courage and wisdom for me to carry on...

I am feeling very stress...REAL STRESS!!!!

Have I chosen or made any wrong decisions????

Chong Yar Ching,Jia you le!!!

Done with my Contract Admin 2 Test 1...Then will be coming another two test for this subject...

Next,my Value Management individual assignment plus a group project...Group project we are doing some cost management on an aviation museum...*fainted*..We are lucky enough that we do not need to produce autocadd drawing...I am weak in autocadd!!!!I hate 3D cos I never can imagine anything...SSShhhh...

Then,Professional Practice which I don't even know my dear professor teaching..How gonna sit for test???

International Construction...One individual assignment,One group assignment and quiz...which the quiz we can't find any answer from our notes...

Lastly, Thesis...*sigh*...Waiting for replies on my questionnaire...Everyday waited excitedly...but days gone, getting much sad...Now no longer have the great feeling as disappointment is something which I have get used off...

Everything is so uncertain...What I can do is only pray...and continuous prayer...I think I have been quite lucky at least I do get reply from my random sending of questionnaire...I have sent questionnaire to strangers whom I never see or meet..When I got back my first questionnaire by post, the joyfulness just words cannot be explained....Thanks to Mr Sim Khian Hui from Titanium Sdn. Bhd for being my first respondents...

As day passes by, I am getting much mentally tired...I seem to get enough of sleep just that class has been too long..Everyday 8 am class and class end almost 5 pm everyday...Who can survive???By noon time, I will be start "traveling"..From Great Wall of China,then to Hokkaido, later maybe to Disneyland, and lastly maybe to Old Trafford....

Though everyday is feeling real tired, but with the support from everyone, my family members who I always receive message which made me felt real warm and especially *you* who almost everyday give me support and listen to my happiness and sadness accompanying me...I will tell myself they are even harder than me...because they all still need share my problems...

The kite flying session on Sunday was superb...As I was able to release some of my stress and then sweat..Whew...the feeling was great...I just knew I can fly kites...I was able to shout and laugh as loud as I could...It's so nice...Thanks...

Be strong Chong Yar Ching!!!You can overcome everything!!!

Need to get back to reality...Stick stamp on envelope to post my questionnaire!!=(

Iron cloth for photo taking session 2molo...Things just won't finish...I do envy Ming Ming who can still shopping until so fun!!!Adui...

Chen Hsing Yu

Enjoy the video everyone...She is Taiwan es-president, Chen Shui Bian's daughter,Chen Hsing Yu. Take a guess what is her current occupation. Guess most people won be able to guess it. She is a dentist.

Here some info about her...

Former Taiwan leader's daughter Chen Hsing-yu (陈幸妤) yesterday threw a fit on the streets of Manhattan, screaming at a group of Taiwanese reporters dogging her every move in New York.
Chen, a dentist, left for New York on Saturday night to take a US dental aptitude test.

As soon as her plane touched down at Newark Airport in New Jersey, she was met by a throng of Taiwanese reporters who continued to follow her around the city.

Screaming at the reporters for some 15 minutes and attracting the attention of many passersby, Chen slammed them for following her everywhere like flies hovering over my head.

"Why do you keep following me? I am not a wanted fugitive but you have been hounding me for six months in Taiwan and in the US," Chen said in news clips aired by several cable news channels in Taiwan yesterday.

"Do you want me to die? What exactly do you want? All you want is to disturb my life," Chen said.

Chen Hsing-yu is the only member of former leader Chen Shui-bian's (陈水扁) family who has not been implicated in charges of money-laundering.

Chen Shui-bian is in detention, while his wheelchair-bound wife and son have been indicted and restricted from travel.

Many pan-blue talking heads speculate that the dental aptitude test was just a convenient guise for her to be in the States to take care of business relating to Chen Shui-bian's alleged money-laundering, including meeting with the Chen family's former doctor, Huang Fang-yen (黄芳彦).

Some pan-blue pundits alleged that Huang flew to the US to tie up loose ends on the Chen family's suspect bank accounts.

Chen Hsing-yu denied she had arranged a meeting with Huang."

New Year New Hope

New Year New Hope...I wasn't sure how true this phrase was...But hopefully everything will go well for me in the year ahead...And thanks to my stupid neighbours again...I not sure what they doin...But from the way they talk, guess they are having a game called "card game"...Whenever they scold some foul words take for example "CCB" sure tat word is very loud...Scare as if no one heard....Then, need to "f**k" this then "f**k* that???Oh my....

I miss my house TV and Astro On Demand...Every night I just sit in front of the tv and watch my favourite drama and now I have to download everyday just to watch those drama and I have failed to download those drama a number of times....So sad...I miss HOME!!!This time leaving home makes me feel harder as I found that everything has changed and I thank God for hearing my prayer...Thanks Daddy for always blessing us...

A harder sem will be ahead of me..Met my supervisor and though not much pressure frm him but indirectly maybe tat the pressure...The first words everyone speak to me when they saw me in uni"You're back","You're finally back","YC jie, long time no see".etc. which all these I avoided to answer by just smiling back....

Though not much visiting during this CNY but I had a few great gathering...As like what someone told me, getting older means lazy to go bai nia...I agree finally...I rather spend most of the times sitting down with frens chatting...I enjoy those times...

Everytime before I left Miri for a new semester in KL, there for sure people organising farewell for me which make me so heavy hearted to leave...The last time was at Best Western, this round at Secret Recipe...We went there much earlier cos we know we gonna chat a lot...And yes, we did..the shop seem almost close when we left...I met a person who I have not met for quite long...Tat person still the same...Not much changes...

I cant foresee how my future be...As it is almost time to think about it..When people usually ask me where will I work last time, my answer was usually, "Still long till I graduate"...But, these words cannot be used anymore...It's really time to think...But, I did not think much also...Just let God plan everything for me then...

Just like human and human relationship, it is just like fate where people meet together...Even some people you met for the second time, you can chat like there's no tomorrow...Isn't it wonder??While for those who you think you are close with and maybe you think you can chat a lot, you seems like you got nothing to say but usual stuffs ...I trust it's time for me to let go a lot of stuffs and start appreciating what I have now...Yes,I am appreciating everything around me now..For those I think I should treat them better, I will of course...=)

After everything happened already, I won force anything to happen...I won question people on what they have done etc...I will just question myself, is it a good thing to be learned..If no, then I must filter everything then only start talking....It is sad while some relation need to get until there's no turning back???No matter how good people treat you there seem to be something which have separated everything apart...Maybe sometimes wearing a mask to treat people is better since it's a way to protect us...I sometimes do feel myself very fake but what to do...People are being fake to me at the first place so what's the use when I still treat them good when these people does not even appreciate it???

Through this few months though I have faced some rough times, but thanks to those who were always there supporting me...I do not regret for all those things to happen..Though I sometimes feel disappointed for it to happen, but I look at it positively...It's all happened just to let me know who are those really concern about me..It has strengthen my relationship with some people... Someone told me,"If you think you still have people you can appreciate ur your Uni life, do appreciate them"....=)

Relation

After so many days, those hurtful words are still so fresh in my brain.What more can I say??All have happened already...Anyway, I can't stop how they think or whatever they say...I don't owe them any explanations as I think I do not need explain to them. But someone was very right you know...After all these, I finally know who are those can be called "caring" person to me and who are not...

And maybe someone was really concern and really understand me, someone choose to hide those things from me...But somehow another someone slipped words through mouth...But I guess it has been fated that I should know everything...Though I feel sad or maybe quite hurt with those words, however, it wasn't as sad as I expected...Maybe somehow I already given up my relation with those people...

Someone somehow still choose to be positive..but until everything happened, eyes grew so big...So unbelievable...A chance for you to learn things my dear....Anyway, anyhow...I told myself, whatever I have done is right and I do not need feel a single guiltiness as it was really a way to protect myself...When people do not wanna be honest with you, what's the use you be so honest???

Lesson of the day..."Don't be too HONEST!!!As it might only caused problem to yourselves..."

Or maybe some people will start saying why YC say like this one??Why she is like this??Whatever...I do not need to explain or I do not need to do so much just to please anyone...

Jong's Crocodile Farm Vs John Travolta

Well, well, well...All great things will come to an end...

Anyway anyhow...Memories shall remain...

The other day, when 5 ladies went out for dinner...The conversation begins when ML was talking about John Travolta about how nice his movie was when our dear SF said, "I din know who is John Travolta but I know Jong's Crocodile Farm"...The other us all stunned and laughed loudly...SF got serious, "Seriously, I din knw ma" Hahahaha.....Joke of the day...

And then, the next time 3 of us went for tea at Coffee Bean..Guess the whole coffee bean was our voice cos we talked so loud..Maybe suppose is two...ML voice not so loud...Got lots things update and we even use Coffee Bean tissue to copy address for our survey questionnaire...Isn't survey questionnaire torturing us???