Cracks

Is this the end of our relation?I once thought we will be the best match ever..However I was very wrong...You've turned out to be a stranger in my life.I no longer understand what are you thinking and it seems like the click between us is getting weaker and weaker until there no longer anymore signal...

Our relation is getting much fragile...I guess you no longer appreciate our relation..Maybe you've found your happiness until you've abandoned us..I am real happy for you as you've found your happiness...However, maybe you no longer the you anymore...As I found that it hard to communicate between us..Was it my problem or yours?

It seems like you no longer appreciate us in your life...I thought I will not be hurt of what you've done..However, I am wrong...I no loner can stand and I finally felt sad and tears just start rolling down...Maybe this will be the last time I will drop a tear for you..As I found that I was no longer appreciated as you could easily gave away the things we have given you with all our wishes and blessings to you...How could you..and how could you do this to us??It is so cruel...

I wish to think from the positive side...But reality is cruel..I cant no longer think on the positive side...Why I just cant look on the brighter side??Just accept the truth..Everything has changed and we cant be like it used to be...Every words from you just don;t sound nice at all...I maybe hurt you unintentionally but I guess it doesn't seem important to you...Maybe I unintentionally did not sign your attendance, but just because I fear what I've heard from you maybe will just make my impression to you getting worst..I decided not to sign and I know someone else will do it for you and it for sure since someone is showering so much love to you nowadays and us..who will care about our feeling again??

We are humans and need mutual respect...If someone is so important to you that the whole wide world need take care the feelings of that someone and our feelings or our welfare do not even seem important to you anymore, what the use to keep all these??Damn it...I will suffocated till I did not know what to do but just avoid!!!

My tears just start rolling down..And now it has dried up...I guess I am just tired...I know someone did not want to tell me all those stories just to keep our relations..But I have seen cracks on it and one sided maintenance will not mend the crack alone...Is it best for me to just be ignorant??